Not to exclude any of my nieces or nephews, and I love them all so much but something was different when Jenna Grace came into this world....I have had a love for her from the start that I have never been able to explain, A love that runs deep in my heart as if she was my own child.
I've watched her grow from the moment I found out that my sister was pregnant. I would talk to her and tell her how much aunt Bec-Bec loves her and couldn't wait to hold her in my arms!
When it was time for Jenna Grace to be born, I was so excited. I stood by my sisters side the whole way through, encouraging her and talking her through it.
My niece Jenna Grace finally arrived and I cried my eyes out, she was the most beautiful, perfect baby I'd ever seen other than when my son was born! I held her for the first time and I was in love all over again, feeling a connection with her that made my heart happy.
When Jenna came home she had to be on a UV light for a week, she was so tiny I felt scared to even hold her. I took care of her to give her parents time to rest and just have a break, but I took care of her because I loved her, always having her cause I didn't want anyone else to have her :)
Feeding her, ALWAYS rocking her and singing to her, never wanting to put her down.
Helping take care of her was and has been a blessing to me, watching her grow up and seeing her become her own little person...It's been amazing!!! When it came time for her to move away, my heart broke into a million pieces, and I haven't been the same without her here with me, and even though I can't always she her now, I keep in touch and make sure I have pictures of her constantly sent to me. I know that the bond that me and my little princess share will always be special and will be forever!!!:)
Oct 18,2011
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